Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Oh Dear what to do

Yesterday for some reason my hip and leg were in so much pain, i just wanted to scream. Rebecca and Tony came over and we did a few projects, I cooked dinner, we had a good time. But I was in so much pain it was all I could do was not cry. It just got worse as the night went on. I took some tynole pm 2 of them and said to myself if these dont take affect by a certain time i was going to drive myself to the hospital. I mean it kept me awake the night before, dont have a clue what the matter is, was thinking blood clot, all kind of terrible things. Well by forty minutes I did have relieve, ahh it felt so good not to be in such pain. It is back this morning. Its not only that pain, but my neck and shoulders I feel like I am falling apart. On top of that the hot water heater is broke so Had to call a plumber out today dont know how much that is going to cost, but its leaking water down the overflow pipe which is making my water bill and electric bill outrages. Could I fix it myself? Dont know, but at the moment i am in so much pain I dont think I could if I could.

I dont know if anyone reads my blogs, i never get any comments, but I write anyway. I dont have babies to write about except for Tristan, Olivia, Connor, and Emily. They are my grandchildren, and for the record i named them in birth order and always will that way no one will ever say i love one more than the other. Cause u cant love one more than the other. Oh my they are all so precious and wonderful it makes me cry and tear up to think of them and just want to hug them all. I so miss not seeing them on a regular base.

I saw Connor sat after i got off work and he actually gave me a hug and didnt spit up on me LOL, it was so precious. I get to see him tomorrow and looking forward to another hug and hearing him laugh. I cant wait. Hip, leg, neck, or shoulder pain is going to keep me away from him tomorrow. I pray anyway.

Thank you to Rebecca and Tony for coming and letting me share with you some of my knowledge yesterday. I know Tony didnt think he did well, but it was awesome what he did, Rebecca did very well and i cant wait to see the finish product. It always takes more time than u think that projects will. So she didnt get to finish had to take it home to finish.

Just for the record, I am so proud of all my children, and this encludes everyone, Tony and Stacey are mine too. I may not have given birth to them, but I love them and would do any thing I could to help them. I could go on and on about Stacey, she is one amazing person, mother, wife, friend, sister, daughter, and all the other labels she carries. And of course not in those order, but as she is needed.
Tony loves my daughter and he has so many talents, that a lot of ppl never see. He really dont want anyone to know what a great person he is so i want list his assets. But know he truly is a wonderful person.

Ok i have written a book today so this makes up for the past few months.

Laura, I hope ur surgery goes well tomorrow call me if u need me.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Coming home

This past weekend I went to Jeremy's and Stacey's. It was so much fun being with the family. We talked, played, and just spent time together. Tristan and Olivia were wonderful. It was so good to hold her, watch her play, and she is so funny. Tristan is always such a pleasure to be around. I so love my grandchildren. The only thing is coming home. When i come home to the empty house I get so depressed and i realize how lonely I am. After being home awhile i get used to the quite, but it does take a few days. Of course it will not stop me from visiting and having all the fun I do, just got to figure out how not to get so depressed after.